:: simply mitc ::
What do i have to say abt myself?
Well, I'm weird, unpredictable, odd, unbelieveable, IRRESISTABLE!!!
nah, just any other person you meet on the streets, except with that very unique blend of spices and sweets that God created me with..
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mitc's entries
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
A student of mine asked me about my ex-boyfriend again... sigh... when will they give up?
But with that question, he got me thinking about my relationship and my mentality towards relationships.
Boon and i have sort of asked for a short break from each other. I guess though the liking for each other is there, there are still many other issues which have to be sorted out and settled before we could enter a relationship.
It's kind of interesting, the way i see it. in less than a year, I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years, met and got together with another guy, only to have him end the relationship 3 months later, and after some months, became an item with Boon (Btw, i've known Boon for years... hee... about 7 years or so), only to want to end it again.
Sometimes, i do wonder what's wrong. And I think it's because I did not take my proper recuperation after each relationship. I was rushing from one into another one. It's not as if I had all the time in the world for a relationship (as a matter of fact, i'm so tied up with stuffs that i could hardly breathe). It's not as if i'm feeling lonely and desperate. So, why am I constantly in a relationship? I do enjoy my singlehood (all that freedom and stuffs) but at the same time, I do want someone to call me at night and ask me how my day was (though I'm pretty sure after a month or so, i would wish that he would stop doing that).
Isn't it just contradicting? I think so too. I may think that I know how to love, but in actual fact, I believe I have much to learn about loving. I can be a good friend but when it comes to being a girlfriend, I think I just am not there yet. I can't imagine the kind of guy I would settle down with. But I do know and I firmly believe that God will give me that one guy whom He thinks is perfect for me, and whom I will be perfect for.
Haha... But I had drawn up a list of characteristics I would like my guy to have (checklist to be sure of what i want)... a friend of mine says such a guy is impossible to find, another says it's possible but they're definitely all married by now. Hee... Anyway, when God gives, i will take. If God doesn't, i will wait.
Mitc's Perfect Guy:
-Christian guy who can lead me in growing deep in the Lord
-Loves the outdoors and adventure sports
-Family-oriented
-Sense of humour
-Smart, Intelligent, Knowledgeable
Hmm... Not that impossible hor? Hee... Anyway, I'm sure God will send him when we are both ready. Hee..
michelle
7:22 AM
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